Collin's MindSay Blog

books and guns

mirror — 2008-10-07T11:10:28-05:00

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control.

mirror — 2008-09-30T05:09:15-05:00

I hope that I've become an interesting example of impiety. The emptiness stands the test of time and will, as expected, continue for another five years.

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feels as empty as the inside of

mirror — 2008-09-12T06:09:10-05:00

Packing completed. Only took.. er, three weeks.

The apartment is shockingly nice once thoroughly cleaned and bare.

My new one is pretty fly, though.

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the first one to run when the house burns down?

mirror — 2008-07-26T01:07:21-05:00

I with I had more crystallized intelligence; more logical than creative..

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i wish i had no homeland

mirror — 2008-07-16T03:07:58-05:00

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gathering thoughts

mirror — 2008-07-05T11:07:42-05:00

Although, there is genuine loneliness that comes with straight, dark freedom.

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always knew it would come to this

mirror — 2008-06-06T01:06:53-05:00

Fucked-up -- metaphorically, literally. The medication, the privacy, the distorted sense of self, the rising feelings of anger and shame and arrogance and self-loathing. Is that what's attracting...

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your sea of doubt becomes your own belief

mirror — 2008-06-02T01:06:51-05:00

"What you may thought you were may never be the same. What you may think, feel, know.."

The doctor said that in order to overcome it is to unravel the hidden...

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sometimes all we do is cope

mirror — 2008-06-01T10:06:51-05:00

This particular weave of fate is inconceivably hard to trace. Sometimes I try to connect the dots -- I used to be able to do that, like laying down in the grass and pointing out the opaque trail of...

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damage

mirror — 2008-06-01T07:06:47-05:00

For cleaning so much I feel so dirty. Scrubbing everything raw, fucking up the doctors wishes to remain immobile and cleaning with vigor, tearing the skin in my hands apart with sanitizer --...

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